You know, I try my best to put up a front and put on a smile everyday.  I try my best to hide how unhappy I am with all the sarcasm and jokes.  And I don’t know if it’s because I’m on my period and my hormones are going crazy, or if it’s because I’m simply just sick and tired of everything, but I feel like completely breaking down right now.

I’m trying so hard to hold everything in just because I know that crying won’t solve anything and that it’ll just prove to certain people that they got under my skin.  But my heart hurts.  Like literally hurts.  My chest hurts and I just want to curl up into a ball and disappear right now.

It’s not fair.  

Life’s not fair.

I guess I just have to deal with it.